Post by Moses Calmer on Apr 20, 2009 15:58:28 GMT -5
MOSES HEPHAESTION CALMER
»Reach The End I'll Meet You There''
Player Name;; Shelbie
Age;; 16
Experience;; Quiet a few years
Other;; The rules have been read, and reread and memorized from top to bottom.
RP example;;After Asun had left, Moses dropped his bag to the floor. She was gone, and this time it was for good. He would avert his eyes if they ever passed on the street, he would turn and walk the other direction if she ever tried to talk to him. Soon, she would be caught and locked in Azkaban. One day, they might have to fight, but that would be a long time from now.
What was wrong with him, that everyone betrayed him? Was it his fault? His parents wanted nothing to do with him, in reality Moses didn't have anyone he trusted. He had once trusted Rosaire, who turned out to be a Death Eater. He had foolishly beleived that he was head over heels in love with Asun Kesey. She was the person who had broke him in, who had made this entire other side of his personality come out and show itself to the entire world. She had turned him into a stupid softie. And for what? So that he would have a weakness, and so that everyone in the world and their neighbor would know that Moses was just a stupid lovebird.
That couldn't show itself anymore, he couldn't have himself so willingly weak. He couldn't let people see that side of him, nonchalance was key in these situations. For a few months, Moses had let that fall apart, he had given up trying to mask things that broke him. That had been the biggest mistake, just remembering the sight of the Dark Mark on Asun's arm was enough to slap him in the face with the cold hard truth; There were people in the world that wanted him dead. He couldn't waltz around like nothing was wrong, he couldn't just go and talk to someone he couldn't trust. No one this world could be trusted, he had to remind himself of that. Moses had had his fun, and it was over now.
Asun could go out and she could kill who ever she wanted, he didn't care anymore. He couldn't let himself care anymore, Moses had complete control over everything he did and felt, or at least he could pretend that was the case. He could throw himself into the Auror Training, and when the day came that they would have to face each other, he would lock her in Azkaban. She had led him on, she had hurt him. She had cut at him with a dagger almost as sharp as the one his father had used.
Moses tossed his suitcase back into the room, walking over and locking the door that led to Asun's room. He wouldn't go in there again, no one else would either. He pulled his tank top back on, following it with his shirt. There was a gym just a mile or so down the street, Moses would go there and distract himself. It was better to be on his own side, he should have realized that a long time ago. You should never let someone hurt you twice, every plays the same game but no one follows the same rules. Asun Kesey meant nothing to him.
»We're Still Breathing Don't Stop Breathing''
Character Name;; Moses Hephaestion Calmer
Nicknames;; Yeah, no. If anyone has half a brain, they know not to call Moses anything other then just that; Moses.
Age;; 17
Gender;; Male
Clique;; Cores
Sexuality;; Bisexual
Time At EA;; 3 Years
Face;; Alex Evans
»His Creation At Its Finest''
Hair;; Dark brown, almost Black
Eyes;; Ice Blue
Height;; 5'9"
Wieght;; 59.8 kgs
Overall Appearance;;The words that someone would normally use in order to describe a one Moses Calmer would probably be somewhere between drop dead gorgeous, and too frightening to even think about approaching. He tends to keep a look of either pure hatred or total nonchalance on his face, and he carries himself with a sort of false confidence that oftentimes will frighten people away. It doesn't make sense.
If you asked Moses, he's nothing too look at, but if you asked a girl who may or may not admire him from far away he carries himself with a sort of mysterious air that girls seem to find endearing. His blue eyes can sparkle a bit, if he's in the right mood his eyes are oftentimes the only way that one would ever know. His skin is ghostly pale, and his lips are slightly protruding with two snake bites that make them stand out all the better.
»Its Not Too Late To Crawl''
Personality;;Moses Calmer is like a cake, the outside layer has grown hard with the time it was left sitting in the kitchen untouched, people just walk by and admire it's beauty but learned a little while ago not to touch it. If someone were daring enough to cut past that disgusting outter layer, they would find that the deeper into the cake they get, the softer the dessert gets. His upbringing was far from what would be considered normal, and it is because of this that he hides almost everything behind a thick mask he has long since mastered working.
Everyone in the world has that one thing they cling to when they get lost, that one thought or motto that repeats itself over and over in their head when the going gets tough. For Moses, he lives by the phrase "Nonchalance is Key." He througherly beleives that if no one can see how much he is hurting on the inside, and if people are too afraid to approach him to see if he is really hurting, that maybe he won't hurt so much. Of course, it's common knowledge that holding everything up inside can cause you to eventually burst, and this is also the case for Mr. Calmer. Due to his habit of keeping everything inside, his temper is extremly short. He's like a walking time bomb, just waiting to explode at the smallest thing. His temper is one thing he is best known for, Moses can find a way to snap at someone in a second and make it seem like the entire world is out to get them. He can break hearts and take names.
Of course, as above mentioned, this defintly doesn't mean that Moses is the most numb person in the world. Sure, he would adore to just go numb of all feeling one day, he would be more then happy to turn his back on everything that he feels, he beleives that emotions make him unstable, weak, and would go out of his way to make them just disappear. Moses keeps things hidden, he doesn't talk a lot but when he does he tends to snap at the most innocent person just because they got in his way when he was heading to class.
If someone was able to find the right kinks, and spend enough time around Moses to get him to soften up a bit , he can be your best friend. He can be the most loyal person you could ever meet, he can make one laugh easily. This is that inside layer, the moist part of the cake that people yearn to find their way towards, the part that is simply hidden behind the stale bits. Hardly anyone knows this part of Moses, it is beleived that it could take an army to find out what Moses Calmer is truely like when he lets his guard down.
Likes;; solitude' listening to music' sleeping' nonchalance' fighting' tattoos' peircings' pissing people off' making people feel stupid' sarcasm'
Dislikes;; curosity' stupidity' ignorance' being exposed' being outdone' waking up' failure' his father' being compared to his father' alcohol'
Fears;;
Strengths;;
Weaknesses;;
Secrets;;
One' His Mother Died During Childbirth
Two' His Father Abuses Him
Three' Once He Turns 18, He's Basically Homeless
Hopes/Dreams;;
One' To Prove to the world that he's worth more than he's labeled
Two' To show his father that he's not a nobody
Three' To be his own person
»My Life Passes By As The Sky Fades Away''
Mother;; Moriah Jolynn Calmer [Deceased]
Father;; Joseph Michael Calmer
Siblings;; N/A
History;;Moses is the kid who always got the blame, for every small thing that goes wrong in the world. He is the kid that people turn to, and just because he has some invisable sign over his head, he gets the blame. The thing is, Moses doesn't understand a bit of why his father acts the way he does, it wasn't as though on his way out of the womb Moses completely planned to kill his mother. That was never his intention, just as he didn't plan to have his mothers eyes or hair. He didn't tell his father to turn to the alcohol cabinet to drown his sorrows at the loss of Moriah. One thing is for certian though, Moses defintly did not ask for his father to beat him.
Growing up, Moses was a curious boy. He was only five when he wandered upon his mother's old closet, and was just so captivated by the smoothness of the cloth and the scent that it held, he really couldn't help but curl into a ball and sleep there for hours. Later that same day, in a drunken rage, his father found the boy and flipped. You can't really perfectly analyze a drunken mind, you can list the reasons upon reasons why one would turn to the bottle but that will never compensate for the reasons they do what they do in their stupor.
It seemed to become drilled into some naive and manipulatable part of Moses' young brain, that he was to become nothing. His father uttered these insults every night, every time he passed by the teenage boy, threatening him and doing everything that was humanly possible to let Moses know that there was no love there for the boy. While some may turn away and pass it off, tell themselves that a father must love his own son, Moses quickly began to beleive otherwise.
Throughout the years, Moses turned a deaf ear to his father. Moses turns himself to totally dedicate everything he has to what he is given, something that helps him feel as though he is doing something right. The words his father utters that once soaked into his skin like a water to a sponge began to slide off his back like a duck in water. Moses pushes people away, he doesn't beleive that love is possible, he can't see himself falling for that trick. Love is an illusion, a state of mind where imagination takes full control. The only thing that drives him through the days is the promise that once he graduates, he'll be able to face the world as his own person, away from his Alcoholic Father. He doesn't see the reason in knowing anyone, he's the type of person who, due to his history and "family" life, would rather stick to hismelf. Other people would just get in the way
